I know they say practice makes perfect but sometimes practice seems to only install a sort of "oh my gosh, will I ever get good enough to be at that place I wanted to be by my certain goal date?" feeling.
And the hardest part about working towards a goal is not knowing if you're doing it right. I'm pretty sure I'm not. Which one may argue that maybe there's no one way to get to that goal but through personal trail and error. Yet in my case only seems to leads to more errors than anything.
But mark my word I will come out of this with something to show.
AAAAAHHHGGGGRRRRRR!!!..... if only to prove to myself that I'm not wasting my hard earned money on what will only turn into rags.