I just discovered something...that even if I'm feeling like nothings happening in my life and I'm scared nothing will happen in my future well I guess I just noticed that there's always something happening. Regardless if you can see it or not there's these amazing little opportunities have appear every day.
I don't want to just go through the motions
But my fear of never having what I want, maybe that's another part of "going through the motions." Thinking I'll never be 100% content because I have to give up so much that I feel defines me. There seem to be this driving force in my life telling me that I need to always be striving for something bigger and better, more creative and more establishing...and apparently that something should be to benifit the three most important people...me, myself and I.
Where did this come from?!