Friday, December 19, 2008

And by Singing I Mean so Much More

I sing at the top of my lungs, and attempt to harmonize to songs while driving my car!
Years ago I use to dream that I was be in a group of people and I'd suddenly start to hum a tune while other people where consumed with their task. My humming would get louder as I realized it was a pretty melody and soon people would stop their works and listen. As soon as I noticed people were listening I'd blush so red that I swore if you watched me sleeping you'd see my cheeks flush. In these dreams I'd quickly stop humming and attempt to become consumed with a task all the others were formally attempting. Mean while the people would get back into what they were originally doing. Though life was back to normal I wasn't able to get my mind of the idea that something so pretty came out of me that people stopped to listen.

I knew why I was have those dreams at the time I was dreaming them. And I'm happy I'm not having those dreams anymore. They were lovely dreams but obviously singing has never been a grand talent of mine. Now while driving to work this morning I noticed something, I am happy! Happy to sing at the top of my lungs and not care because even though I probably sound ear plugging awful I still love it! No one can hear me! And I'm just happy!

I don't ever need people to stop and look at me because of something I've done.
Nope, I'm content thinking that I can enjoy what I do and nobody has to know I do it and that I'm not amazing at it.

I can sing at the top of my lungs in my car as those around me are waiting for the green light and they're only listening to the music.

And by singing I mean so much more...

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