Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Whatever's in Front of Me

Hallelujah

Who can hold the stars
And my weary heart?
Who can see everything?

I've fallen so hard
Sometimes I feel so far
But not beyond your reach

I could climb a mountain
Swim the ocean
Or do anything
But it's when you hold me
That I start unfolding
And all I can say is

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Whatever's in front of me
Help me to sing hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Whatever's in front of me
I'll choose to sing hallelujah

The same sun that
Rises over castles
And welcomes the day

Spills over buildings
Into the streets
Where orphans play

And only you can see the good
In broken things
You took my heart of stone
And you made it home
And set this prisoner free

Bethany Dillion

Countless amount of times I've tried writing a new blog but before clicking "publish" I decided to delete what I've said because I'm just not ready to blog it or I end up stopping half way through frustrated as to why I feel it necessary to share whats going on with me.

Do you ever feel like you've learning SO much in such a sort period of time that it becomes beyond overwhelming and you just want to stop things so you can analize what exactly is going on?! Within one day I'm sure I've learned a good 5 major things about myself that hit me hard but because everythings happening so fast it's like Bam, BAM, BAM, BAM, BAM and you have to register what just happened in the last few hours! Like somethings major happened but you don't quite get it and wish you could have written down because it's to much to remember! Ahhh hard to describe!

In any case can't believe I ever got to this spot where I am right now.

I'm thinking some serious re-ajustments are going to happen in my life. And I can sense what but if I tried to explain it I'd get all confused and frustrated with trying to describing.

GAaaaaaaa!

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