Monday, July 09, 2007

Drive Away

In no time flat this months going to be over and I'm starting to panic (very slightly) cause I don't know if I'll get all that I had planned done! Mind you my number one main planed thing was to relaxe and get in some good thinking time.....so perhaps what I really need to do is actually leave Swift for a bit too. I thought coming back home for a bit would help me to reanalize "stuff" but so far it's been rather the opposite. I need to just drive off some place, park my car for the day and think....driving away always seems to be my minds best solution for solving things. Lord I need to really think....thinking is sometimes harder than it may seem or sound. Getting to the point where there's no distractions just you, God and the situation at hand.
I got a book awhile back call "Thinking for a Change" and though it sounds rather strange for a title it definatly is a book that has helped me out beyond other world renowned spiritaul teaching books. I guess I'm just figuring out the importance of taking time away from life and just letting my mind get back into that creative mode. Letting my myself really analize the next step and let God really speak to me before I just run after first instincs. People say that you should "fallow your heart" or go with your "gut instincts" when it comes to important choices this I beg to differ with as I'm finding that lately my heart seems to be on a completely different track and may not even aline to the Word. What I really need is a good weekend of zero distractions.......
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.but I've liked being distracted

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