You know it's surprisingly bright out at 4:00am in the morning...I mean with all the street lights and every odd car going by with their headlights. So instead of laying in complete darkness I could still see things...hmmmm just found that fascinating. But what I didn't find so fascinating or to any level or degree at all enjoyable was laying wide awake past 4:00am with my stomach in knots and freezing cold. I tried to sleep...oh gosh but you know when you try it only get harder cause it's all that you can think about. “Must sleep...Teaka you need to sleep...just close you eyes and the morning will soon be there...just sleep....COME ON SLEEP!”
sigh...yeah that doesn't work so well.