Sunday, November 26, 2006

I wish I never said that!


Have you ever said something, or told a secret to someone and in the end regretted saying it out loud? Not that you didn't trust these people inperticular but rather some times a secret is a secret and no matter how much that emotion or topic us bugging you and no matter how desperatly you feel you need to vent, keeping shut is usally the only safe action. I'm so used to having someone so close to me who can understand basiclly every word I speak. But now coming to a place where I can only comunicate over phone....well I just wish I wasn't so dependent on releasing whats annoying me. Lately I've been feeling extreamly annoyed and all for unlogical reasons! I'm nervous about the coming month, about my ability to learn, and dealing with eyeing pressure. My hearts still here but my head is wondering what's going to happen and what will life be like after such and such a time. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Thank God for...well God!

4 comments:

Jonny Ritz said...

OOooo! What did you saY?

Elizabeth said...

yeah i'd also like to know....

Elizabeth said...

teaka's got a clock on her page

Elizabeth said...

now a poem:

it's been so long
since we have met
pounding like an BIG gong
i wish i had a fisher's net
so i could...yeah...
that's as good as she gets...