It seems that...
1) ...I most often feel like I'm just not connecting with other people
2) ...One year ago really could have feel 10 as I feel so much has changed since then
3)...My understanding of who I am still seems lost in nowhere
4) ...Though I have no clue what my life will lead I don't care because 30 years from now I'll look back and the puzzle will be more visable
5)... Ever since I questioned I got more scarred but more peace
And so it seeems that I'll never see the picture of the whole horizon in my view.... cause I think it's to big.