It’s like every day is different but insanely the same. It’s great to have something to look forward to but when it comes and nothing changes and you’re the exact same person, doing the exact same things, thinking, breathing, acting like the exact same girl that ever one else sees then you feel stuck, nothing moving, nothing changing! Why is it that I can feel totally 100% confident and comfortable around my sister but hold back ever ounce of me from others? Even my speech is defected to the extent that I can’t even make sence to even myself! Still I know why,… it’s something that I just has to break free from.