I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have my own air, away from the spot I share. Life would perphaps not revolve around me anymore and my mind would be free to just breath. I've share this air all my life and I'm glade for the most part but then sometimes.... I want to know what air feels like, what it could possibly tast and look like. Can I please wake up one morning and have a new start!!!! Not to express me but so I don't feel sorry for this body anymore. This is not the way it's suppost to be.