Days can start out one way, go through an entire amusment park of roller coster rides then end up in a completly diferent way then what you ever expect. This is both wonderful but terrible because today I felt totally drained both physical, emotional, spiritually and mentally but by the end I was happly drained. My jobs are a large factor of these strange multie emotion swings but I think alot of it is because I never allow myself to really enjoy the moment. Sure my bosses may make me feel like I'm in grad 2 but at the same time they are the ones that make the effort for me to learn and keep my alterness on top of things. Anyhow I'm just blabbing so I think I go up to my room or something else.