Monday, March 20, 2006

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Where did I drop myself? I know it was in grade 5 or 6 because I remember being me, but then maturaty sprang up. I don't have to be like other people, they express themselves the way God created them and whethers thats through their words, body, hands they can still be themselves. I'm not trying to "find myself" but rather retrace where I last left Me. Question though - How do I do that???????!!!!!!
I realize that I don't remember much of my past....... I shouldn't though because things were totally messed up. I didn't realize so much happened till I actually talked to her and she brought back what really happened. It's easy to only listen to your parents but what about the other side of the story. It's my history and my life too. Who do I believe? Nobody but her and I know about it and nobody else knows I've been told. Burdens to bear but I don't even know what to do with it... I guess ignore and pretend I don't know.

2 comments:

Tommi-Lyn said...

Teaka this was worded so beautifully. I'm intrigued. Are you okay? I'm here for you babe. Love ya:)

Tommi-Lyn said...

Also that game you posted is ticking me off. But I keep crawling back to it!!!!